2 days to BIG DAY!

after today's guzheng practice, i found out that actually whichever medal we've got for SYF isn't very important. during this whole week of guzheng practice, i've realized the importance of team spirit. the music all of us wanted to play isn't just normal music but music that will touch hearts, music that will be moved. zheng 3 peeps actually went to research on korban festival. cris and leslie told us the storyline and to be engrossed while we play. i believed that after band got gwh and choir got gold, all of us are stress. but there's only 2 more days left. several peeps are sick already. but still, we have go full steam ahead. if everyone just give it their all, i'm sure the impact of the music will be much beter than what we expected. the video clip thum showed us today had really showed me what is intensive training, and continuously practising even though they are sick. we have put in so much effort. the expression, the qi fu, we've practised so hard just for that 8min on stage. from learning what is g diao to learning how to play kuerban, to perfecting it, learning yin by yin how to play gandache, had intensive training during march holidays, even during guzheng camp we had training and some of us even shed blood during the changing of strings, i'm sure that none of us could forget it. it had been hard on us having training for this whole week and nearly everyday to 7 or later than that. but we're onl left with 2 more days to the big day. the sec fours are gonna leave us after syf and i believe that the memories we had with them have become part of our lives. just like what thum said, enjoy the moment, enjoy the process. even though it is tough, but look, everyone is different but we have a similar goal. thum had taught us to the max, now, it's just up to us. let us show to xinmin that we can aim high and reach our goal, better than expected, let's show them that xinmin guzheng ensemble is bonded as one and reach our goal as a team. it isn't the number of training hours that count, it isn't the number of cca points we got in the end. it is the process, the amount of heardwork, the team spirit that we will forever remember in our life. let us play with our efforts and live life without regrets.
when's there's good news, there'll be bad news. i don't understand. or rather i should say i still don't understand. why do you still hate me so much? the incident has been so long ago. what's wrong? i'm not asking a personal question. instead, that question was general ok? i don't know what the heck you are thinking but when i look back at those memories, they just simply hurt. what's with you? acting emotionless? acting ruthless? pls, STOP IT. i can't hold back those tears when i thought about it. people say they don't hate it when they say they hate someone. but does that apply to you too? probably not. i don't know what you want and i've said sorry many times to you. what is exactly wrong? i'm running out of answers in my mind. i don't understand you. stop acting. PLS. i know we can't go back to the state we used to be but at least, can you treat me normally? take it as a plead from meD:

2 MORE DAYS!!!