life

i don't want to hear
i don't want to see
i don't want to feel
i don't want to think.
it all brings back to the past which i love
life, is never fair
devil or angel, it's one's choice
hesitating, or be firm
tears of sadness, tears of joy
everyone has 2 sides
everyone belongs to a place
but why did i feel so empty inside out?
take a deep breath and try surviving the day
hating my life, or loving it
living in my own world or face the real world
self denial or face the harsh reality?
it's my choice and no one could make it for me.