change,

i've decided to come back. didn't quite expect to find my purpose but still, i think i've found it, at last(: it's time to make a goal, a plan. and i mean, i proper one. enough of fun, it's time to get serious but of course, i would still find happiness while doing so O: at least, hopefully. motivation's back for real now and it came from all sorts of people whom i never expected. but yeah, they inspired me! tired from sleeping late lately but nah, can't stop and i won't stop. oh well, i should be optimistic on how ironic and contradicting life is since i've turned 15! and yea, i hope that that wish would come true(: i hope that it will turn out fine.

at least i have you in my life, and if things were to remain this way for the long run, i would be contented. haven't figured out which option to choose but will just wait and see. happiness is contagious, so is your smile:D loveya!^^