4.9.10

hang on a little longer

You should never give yourself a chance to fall apart because, when you do, it becomes a tendency and it happens over and over again. You must practise staying strong instead.

replayed f.t.i songs over and over again. somehow, hongki's voice makes me think of you=/ they're kinda sad and they're making me sad. mugging seems to help me ignore the world, but the pressure is definitely not going away. something happened in dance morning class today.

seeing her being laughed by the others in class today hit me suddenly. and she cried. it hurts and my heart aches for her. this wasn't what she wanted and it wasn't her fault at all. even though they're just 6-7 year old kids, but they still laughed. i don't know, it just dawned on me how cold this world actually is.

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