run and never turn back

i'm still tired despite sleeping early yesterday. i can't even mug for straight 2 hours, it just feel as if my mind isn't absorbing anything. the feeling sucks and it makes me feel frustrated. i shall try again later. geog geog geog. i was supposed to study ss yesterday night and i ended up drawing on my ss notes book. how nice. i wasted 30 minutes on that and then i gave up studying because i wasn't absorbing anything. haven't done chinese att yet. now i really wish time would slow down D: or at least, put it on a standstill. haha. wishful thinking i know. shit, i still feel like sleeping.

You should never give yourself a chance to fall apart because, when you do, it becomes a tendency and it happens over and over again. You must practise staying strong instead.

— Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat Pray Love