there's a million stars but only 1 moon

dreaded today. had to wake up early and go for extra lesson in school. it was planned to be a 2r1r2 lesson. and it turned out to be a 3hr block lesson. sit until my ass pain. murphy, liya and i were on the verge of sleeping. can tell that most of the class were stoning too. rushed home to take cheng's notes and went back school again to find her. so i went back and forth a total of 4 times today. argh. having further coordinate test on monday yet i still don't get understand a single shit. i can do 12 questions on acelearning and only getting 2 right. i can go 10 questions on amath book without getting half of them right. i'm tired. i'm stressed. but it's just another 16 days. i haven't even started on my language. lagging behind loads. i feel i haven't done enough and i can't afford to screw this eoy up. i've totally screwed my mye, i can't lose this 70%. argh. i'm in a bad bad mood today. i'm sleepy, drowsy and grumpy now. for the first time, i don't feel like going dance, at all.