I Don't Know

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40 don't knows here and i believed i've said i don't know for more than 40 times in my life. but now i'm filled with questions and i can only say i don't know. someone ask me a question i never expected and i actually couldn't come up with a definite answer. i don't know what i'm thinking, really. i really thought i had succeeded but i guess not now. i'm so confused and my confidence i once had had dropped to a certain extent. i'm fed up, confused, frustrated, irritated at myself. what's wrong with me? what a rethorical question =/