; FREEDOM

a never ending path, my empty heart

5.1.10 @ 9:47 PM

can things stop being so complicated for once?

The longed end of wandering

4.1.10 @ 9:19 PM

hello people:D and so, i'm back from the first day of school in 306'10. and it still hasn't hit me yet that i'm in sec 3 already. idk why but i suddenly became the class chairman of 306 o__o like erm? as if i can take up the huge responsibility. nicholas tio vice-chair :O haha. no lesson at all today(: but the talks make my legs have cramps x_x oh manz. lunch-ed with enreka, peiyan, shiyun, art rep and calvin. had macs. woah, it's been months since i last had lunch with them eh. went back guzheng after that. ju hua tai is still impossible for me. doubting if i can memorize everything by friday. if not, we can only play one song :C ewwwwww. i don't like it. phan like wet blanket cans. omg, what we play till super terrible, how the heck are we supposed to attract the sec 1s. yea, nice. lessons officially start tmr, and i think i won't be able to online so often already. and it's for real this time round): and hence, i've freezed my plurk and stuff. saying bye bye to computer already. oh my god. my hai pai tian xin how? =/ i'm so gonna miss it. byeeee

What you say and how you look does not define who you are, because some of the
most beautiful people do the ugliest things. You owe it to the people who hate
you, who disrespect you and who put you down. Because they are the ones who have
made you who you are today; for keeping your head up and not breaking down when
they want you to.

i don't know to be happy/satisfied/excited for what.

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leave behind this world's unending sadness

3.1.10 @ 8:29 PM

school's starting tmr): is that a good thing or bad thing? another new year and promoted to upper sec. finally done with homework and stuff. dance stuff is all D.O.N.E. omg, i'm so relieved. ought to pack my bag soon. but not now. let me enjoy f.t. island for the last bit before i concentrate on my studies. i won't be able to visit allkpop everyday, updating facebook and plurk daily too after tmr. there's still guzheng tmr. and i will still forget my score sheet here and there. if tsb just appear in front of me tmr, i think i'll just die. but during he zhou, it's really damn nice can! confusion is what i'm feeling now. oh manz, i think i'm gonna miss this hols the most eh):

When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough
to bother with what I do, then I’m already better than them.

2 years ago, it was totally different. is there even a slight hope that we might go back to where we all started? i really hoped so. even so, i'm saying goodbye without any regrets.

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Keep your love unchanging for my wounded heart

31.12.09 @ 9:36 PM

HIHI. i just woke up. that just show how tired i am. mavis yesterday and bugis-ed with enreka. mrt-ed alone for the first time of my life home and was at a countdown party yesterday/this morning. cheng was there too. regretted going at first but the atmosphere changed during the countdown. there's lazer lights somemore! damn cool. and when i pop my popper, it somehow ended on a little boy's shirt. OPPS. can't stop laughing. popcorn-ed and candy floss-ed all the way during the party. went to sg expo early in the morning for religious stuff and finished the routine around noon. the lunch was surprisingly nice. a new year. a new start. with a word of hwaiting, i'll strive harder and prove those people who judge me wrong. simply because, i'm simply not that weak:D oh, and one last thing, i'm lazy to upload all the photos=/ yawn. i'm still tired.

I often miss the little girl whose dreams had no barriers, who believed in a
world where anything is possible, with a heart that was full and unbroken.

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My heart is a rollercoaster ride

30.12.09 @ 4:55 PM

back from guzheng. tsb didn't come:D the happiest thing on earth can. was almost late for guzheng. ju hua tai is impossible to memorize can. i'm still confused at parts. kept giggling during he zhou. i think zheng 2 got confused o.o haha. bugis with enreka tmr after tuition and probably countdown party too(: stay excited!

I’ve come to this conclusion: the reason I protect my heart so, and build walls
up, is because; I know if I let my guard down, and let someone in, I would
surely be head over heels in a heartbeat.

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Candlelight was flickering on your lips

29.12.09 @ 6:44 PM

totally (L) christmas evening night(: it's nice nice nice. i'm totally addicted to f.t. island o.o so apparently, the leader made my day:D

choi jong hoon(:

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The One

28.12.09 @ 7:40 PM

i'm officially addicted to f.t. island song- The One. the first song where all members get to sing(:

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As long as i'm with you, i can't go wrong

@ 7:26 PM

H.E.L.P i want my voice back! i can't even say a proper sentence now. that is how bad my cough is. not to mention my flu, everything that had just gone into my mouth is totally tastless. my stomach hurts too, from coughing too much. but still, i shout YAY. because i've successfully completed ALL my holiday homework(: don't be jealous=P many people seemed to be sick recently, including me. i was feeling feverish a while ago but i guess it's okay now. at this point of time, the thing that i'm scared of are phonecalls. because i bet the person on the other end can't make out what i'm saying. i want to work tomorrow): but that totally depends on the degree of my sickness. and for now, i'll stop here. nothing much happened today, except for the lost of voice.

I’ve come to this conclusion: the reason I protect my heart so, and build walls
up, is because; I know if I let my guard down, and let someone in, I would
surely be head over heels in a heartbeat.

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