Barriers of friendship

hey, i noe tat things can never be the same as it is in the past. we've nt talked for a long time. the silence is what makes it awkward. can we throw away the past and establish another friendship?this is the only thing i'm asking for. will you make it true?i don't know if you did reply or not. but most probably not. and it's ok because i sorta expected it. there're so many many barriers. there's no reason to love someone but tons of reasons to hate someone. i don't even know what is our relationship now. strangers? probably. there's so many things happening now and i seriously feel like breaking down. i sorta feel that i'm more of upset over things than laughing over them. i thought this song made me do alot of thinking and recall lots of memories. here's the lyrics

Well, I don't know how to say this right
And the words got me chokin'
I keep hittin' this wall
It's never gonna fall
And we're still broken
This mountain we've been trying to climb
It's never endingJust can't do nothing
Gotta do something'
Cause if we don't open up our eyes
We're just pretending

Well, there's a time for givin' up
Didn't want to have to say it
All we doin' is building walls
And now there's too many barriers

Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers
Ohhh
Just too many barriers

Now we've been draggin' this whole thing out
But I can't wait any longer
Our love's burning down
Creepin' in the doubt
We're not getting any stronger
I hear you say that we're doin' OK
But, baby, I don't think so
Just can't do nothin', gotta do something
'Cause if I don't get into my car
I won't go very far.

Well there's a time for giving up
Didn't want to have to say it
All we're doing is building walls
Now there's too many barriers
Ohhhh

Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers
Too many barriers

Just too many barriersT
hat we keep running into
Been tryin', but we just can't break through
I know I'm gonna keep wishing I was with you
But we just gotta stop

Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers
Just too many barriers

In your hurry to get somewhere
In a hurry to get somewhere
And the world's tryin' to stop us
And you feel like you're nowhere'
Cause the world's tryin' to stop ya
Stop ya
Too many barriers

it's barriers by david archuleta. enjoy the song if you have! well, though i know you will never read this. i'm just crapping over hereD: so well, i should just forget that i used to have a friend like you instead of trying so hard to make friends with you? that shouldn't be bad too. losing a friend currently the best solution. although i'm trying to hold back tears here while writing this crappy post, but i'll be strong and thanks to those who are always there for me during this period of time. you know who you guys are eh? LOVE YOU GUYS <3