deeper meaning behind the dance

shiyun and i;D
watched dance subaru with shiyun today<3 alright, i was crying almost throughout the whole movie, which lasted for 2hrs. I LOVE IT! i knew little about the ballet world at first but after watching the movie, i found out that the ballet world could actually be a demon or an angel. there could be full of jealous rivals but there could be true friends. balance and control, these were the most basic "values" of turning. subaru's dance touched me to tears as she put all her feelings into the dance. even though she was having an extremely high fever, her dance steps were as light as a feather. dancing on stage instead of hiding away and crying over her brother's death. the movie gave me much inspiration and aspiration. in dance, one can never be yourself. be a character and adjust to the music, not the other way round. feelings, emotions, those could be seen from subaru's dance. sending messages throughout the air, this was what subaru's coach taught her. experience everything as a dancer, that's what she did. though meeting rivals like mana and liz, she proudly emerged as a professional ballet dancer. feeling after the fear subsides, feeling reborn on stage could not be experienced by every dancer. aspire to be like subaru, not only in dance, but in every part of life. and that is what i'm gonna do.