when those memories go through my mind, tears just formed in my eyes. you aren't any ordinary friend i once had i must say. yes, i know everything is over, it is just a dream but it has happened once. that was something i will remember for my whole lifetime. even though i may have gotten over it, those memories just flow back to me sometimes. i've came out of the darkness and into the sun. i've spread my wins and learnt how to fly. i've learnt to live my life without you. but i can't forget that i once have you as a friend. no matter how hard i try to forget, i still can't do it and i don't know why. you appeared in my life once but you left with the story still hanging in the air. i know i don't have a right to ask you for an explaination but why are you rejecting everything? you've left me to clean up all the mess alone and there was a point in time which i'm really helpless. no one understand my feelings or how i feel because they had never gone through that kinda torture. in that point of time, i'm so tired that i don't feel like moving on in life. you've got completely no idea how much i've gone through because of you. life is never ever fair.