trying and trying harder

tadaaaa! picture of the day. it's super overdued but just admire kays? i think it's 2 days before the actual syf and the day which i gave cheng kinderjoy ;D

dance was fun today:D the spotting game was ultra funny. but, i still can't spot and get on full point and keep using the wrong muscle D; oh gosh. i'm scared i'm out of time): today was not a good day for turns. keep getting off balance and my double turns are like super suckish. how to spin 2 times manz? and i really pray hard that the examiner coming down next year would be as good as mrs derby:D she's a great examiner:) and hope that she'll give us the choice of 2 exercises. or i will die for sure. later report come out i fail the exam then i really die ler o__________o i sure don't want that to happen! anyways, who wants? lols. and gosh. there's most likely to be a goeg test on tue. fail fail fail then how ah? o.o and guzheng resumes on mon): but lucky this time round i don't have to rot outside guzheng room. i'm learning jay chou's 菊花台:) performing this song on national day so must cheer hard kay peeps? lol. jk la. many people ask what's the link between the 2. actually, there isn't -.- hahas. it's just nice la. and i haven't 式奏 yet. die. and i'm in zheng 2;D zheng 1 peeps the hand must be super strong i think. cos they need to lun zhi for like almost the whole song cans? hahas. good luck;D much much much homework recently and getting busier): but, i'm still gonna watch little harry potter with cheng! wooh~ and i realize that i've changed recently. i kept wanting to reach for my goals impatiently and like everything doesn't matter except my goal. is that good or bad? i'm afraid i'm neglecting things in my life and worse still, i'm scared that i'll lose them): and i could even treat little things into competitions. ahh. what's gotten into me? i know i muct have confidence but why am i with so little confidence in myself right now? i don't like myself in this state):