sadness

sitting on the grassland, plucking every inch of grass, saying i love you and i don't love you on the other, till my bus came. and it ended with i love you. i don't know what that means. and everyone seems to be sad these few days): probably nobody knows i'm suffering from all these. and i'm trying to catch a breath. i don't know what to say but it's just sadness inside me. end of story.