17.10.09

substitution

i know it's bad. but, how long will it actually continue? i'm tired of it. i'm sick of it. and i really wanna stop it. friends? are we considered as that? confusion and tiredness has taken over me. socialising has never been a problem. but right now, there it laid, the obstacle in front of me. how can i ever push it away? initiative. hasn't i given enough? it takes 2 hands to clap. now what? i don't know where i should go. using someone else to try and cover up this wound. i will be back to reality in any time. i really don't like this. can we smile at each other as if nothing can come between us? i really have no idea...

lastly, SORRY RANDALL HENG!

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