step out into the world

went out today(: had fun and thanks randall;D though this is the don't know how many times i'm thanking you. you know what i mean huh. and thanks to arcade, i'm STRESS FREE. and i'm starting to believe that the friendship does not worth anything, even though i worried for it so much in the first place. let everything to back to where it belong, and i'll go back to where i used to be(: the life without you, will probably be much much better than having u in it. simply because you're too much of a burden to me, a mark that i want to erase for the rest of my life. and, i'm much stronger than you think i am.

The important thing is to not be bitter about life’s disappointments. Learn to
let go of the past. and recognize that every day wont be sunny. And when you
find yourself in the darkness of despair remember, it’s only in the black of
night, that you can see the stars. And those stars will lead you back home. So
don’t be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time
the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe
you’ll get everything you wished for. Maybe you’ll get more than you could’ve
imagined. who knows where life will take you, the road is long.
and in the
end, the journey is the destination.