Lay unconscious in a rhythm

i actually remembered the time for dance wrongly. i kept reminding myself that it's at 8 but idk why but my mind ended up thinking that it would be 8.30. if not for louisa's sms, i think i'll be half an hour late instead of 1 min earlier. i rushed down like a mad dog and ran like some idiot. luckily, the previous class haven't end yet. haha. don't know why but my legs and toes are super pain during pointe work. i think i ended up spotting the floor instead of an object for turns and i got really pissed. no doubles today :D YAY. how the heck doone stick the pelvis out. probably i just don't have that kinda flexibility. and i doubt if i manage a double in the remaining 7 lessons. i gotta push myself harder i guess. yawn i'm tired. and there's mavis tomorrow. i did karen toh's hw. forget about selva. i'm too tired to do that. shall end it here. BYEBYE.

Someone will always catch you when you fall, & it won’t always be who you
thought it would. The people you think love you most might watch you fall, wait,
& then congratulate you when you find your own way back up. This doesn’t
mean they love you less; they just know that you’re stronger than you give
yourself credit for.