leave behind this world's unending sadness

school's starting tmr): is that a good thing or bad thing? another new year and promoted to upper sec. finally done with homework and stuff. dance stuff is all D.O.N.E. omg, i'm so relieved. ought to pack my bag soon. but not now. let me enjoy f.t. island for the last bit before i concentrate on my studies. i won't be able to visit allkpop everyday, updating facebook and plurk daily too after tmr. there's still guzheng tmr. and i will still forget my score sheet here and there. if tsb just appear in front of me tmr, i think i'll just die. but during he zhou, it's really damn nice can! confusion is what i'm feeling now. oh manz, i think i'm gonna miss this hols the most eh):

When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough
to bother with what I do, then I’m already better than them.

2 years ago, it was totally different. is there even a slight hope that we might go back to where we all started? i really hoped so. even so, i'm saying goodbye without any regrets.