it's tough. probably no one knows it. i'm still standing here firmly but i have no idea how long i can remain like this. i don't know when i'll collapse with the heavy responsibility. i know the price to pay from the start. yet i still want to try it. and now that fate has given me an opprtunity, i ought to cherish it isn't it? is it just me or what. honestly, i don't know. i know i have to succeed. i can't afford to fail it. maybe the road laid in front of me has much more obstacles and i simply just can't swerve past it, because that will be escaping, which isn't me at all. i don't know what has come into me, that made me want a sudden change this year. taking risks, i'm taking them more than ever this time round. let me just hope that it won't be too much. the more i need 5559, the more 5559 won't come. and all of a sudden, 5559 appeared, unexpectedly in front of me. this is life, isn't it? i just have to get used to it. just that, will i ever be able to? or, do i even want to. i guess that's something i have to reflect upon..
i need you, i really do.
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