trust

i really don't wish that it was you from whom i heard. but i guess it's a fact after all. i trusted you and told you this. and even when i asked you if you're sure about it, you just nodded your head and continue with your life leaving me alone clearing this mess and pondering about what to do. i thought we got close. i thought you were trustworthy. yea, WERE. probably not even a were. you proved me wrong at everything. we came up with the names, we had heart-to-heart talks, and yet in the end, you are the one that betrayed me, betrayed my trust. you can call this retribution or whatever shit. but you knew how scared i would be and yet you still went on and on. i can feel this friendship getting weaker and weaker and our disatance grew further too. i guess you won't even give a damn to read this but i've lost my trust in you and probably, you're just not worth my tears. guess you don't know how much i treasure this do you?