misses,

IT'S JUST 2 MORE DAYS! 48 +++ hours to dance exam. i bet mrs derby is in singapore now, thinking of some crappy unseen enchainement for us. i'm not going to tell myself that i must do a double or score a distinction, because i've tried my best, my very best. even if my legs are too tired to get me up on pointe at the end, even if i didn't manage to answer theory questions, even if i flunked my unseen enchainement, i'm not going to cry or whine about it. because i'm going to put in my best effort during the exam itself and the rest is just left to fate. even so, i'll still continue to push myself. because, i know that, whether it's distinction, merit or a pass, it's just a piece of paper, but it's the effort that matters isn't it? moreover, i still have my motivation(: k. i want to sleep already. byebye!