Somewhere along in the bitterness

i don't understand why i'm feeling this and yes i need some enlightenment. i don't know why i'm doing this but maybe the reason is you. i want to swift past your defence, where you kept your distance. i wanted to be more than that. i wanted to mean more. and though the confidence within me is not sufficient, but i'll still take a chance and give it a shot. i think, i'm gonna take the risk again. afterall, isn't it what all these was about? all i need is a chance, an extraordinary one. and only from you. yes you.