the DANCE OF LOVE

the quote's meaningful, but yet, i'm still sad and heart is ever so raw. heaps of people seems to be going through unhapiness now and they're crying from time to time. everyone can't have both things at the same time. one of it has to weigh more importance than another. thus, one have to be sacrificed. and everytime, it will be friendship. well, most of the time. and proobably this theory doesn't work for everyone but maybe just some or most. sadness in the heart is beyond words to describe. staying strong and faking a smile on the outside is just a denial of the pain. we need to slow down. but it is uncontrollable and the truth is unbelievable. unexpected things come along and one just can't accept the truth at a moment of time. living in one's own world vs facing the wide and scary world. which one will you choose? yea, easy way out, trying not to get hurt, living an easy life is what people wish for. unfortunaetly, it's never possible. everyone has to face the big world one fine day. and that perfect day may just give away to a rainy ending, a tragic ending nobody wants. trying to swerve every bump in the life's road but it may not be possible to avoid every single one of them. i want a process which is meangingful, though i may end up with many scars in the end. so i would rather give up the luxurious lifestyle i always wanted because i believe many things along the way will inspire me. everyone's point-of-view is different, so everyone's choices may be different as well. we have to get over that pain sooner or later. so why not get over it now? just few days ago, my determination and faith is gone. but as time goes by, they accumulated and i'm ready to fire off again. i have no idea how long this tedious and torturous process may be but i'm willing to give it my all. comparing my previous post and this current post till this line, it's a big contrast. move on in life, that's what everyone ought to do cos i know that he's not mine for a reason. and behind everything, there will always be a reason.

Dance of Love

In a moment free and aerial
To rise magically ethereal
Like an angel in a gossamery swirl
But you came in and took me on a torrential trail

You have a way of coming so easily
But what you took was the very best of me
Though i knew you by heart
You don't even know where i start

I need to feel something so i started a fight
But i never knew a storm's raging through my frozen heart tonight
As i tried to soar great heights
It's my heart that's begging down this long disatnce tonight

Stepping into a flawless syncopation
Marking the hurt with every devotion
Just like a papercut so fine
My heart is breaking down this long dusty road of mine

As the dance ended with a tragic ending
I see the smile you fake, so condenscending
Countless of the scars you've made
Showed me that this ain't an unbelievable miracle
but instead, invisible...

this poem is for you, and thanks for not giving me fake hopes. i know i can forget you and this is the last thing i'm gonna do for you...